Where would we be if all churches were still united. What if the body of Christ were one? And instead of being proud of one church's attendance we instead look at the body of Christ and congratulate each other?

What if we didn't compete with each other for people? What if we didn't look at others as a means to an end. What if we didn't have an agenda?

What if I could simply do the will of God. What if I traded my agenda for His? What if I believed in the resurrection. And I'm not talking about with my head, but with my heart.

But what if I don't believe? What if I don't have faith? Why do I continue to believe that a God who loves me will both a.) encourage faith when there is none b.) remain so very far silent.

What if God isn't silent at all, I just am a little slow? hmmm...